I'm happily married with two children...really love DH. The last boyfriend before DH really broke my heart. He was a very gifted man but very messed up and also a heroin addict.
Besides the heroin though, he was a brilliant, award winning writer and knew a lot about music of all kinds.
Over the years (18!) I have often thought about him as he just dropped off the radar....I used to check now and then to see if he'd published anything new but there was nothing after we split.
This is a man who'd had great success with his plays and also a book.
Where could he be? I used to worry he was dead...none of our mutual friends knew where he was either.
Then....last week...I discovered he has begun DJing on a community radio station which I can get online.
I listen to him weekly...I find his voice comforting because I had had this thread of worry about him all these years and because frankly, he has amazing taste in music and I hear great things that he plays.
Is this wrong of me? I've not mentioned it to DH at all as I would then have to say I'd googled him.
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user1491572121 · 14/04/2017 11:16
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