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To not want to be here anymore

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Hohihi · 19/02/2014 02:30

I'v NC oviously , EVerything is to much .

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Hohihi · 19/02/2014 02:38

Ok maybe im not unreasonable. I could be gone in 2 secs i want to pull the trigger but i cant

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NigellasDealer · 19/02/2014 02:40

hihiho i am here are things really so bad?

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Hohihi · 19/02/2014 02:43

Ahh i need someone to care about me. !!!

It scares me my life could vanish in a second.

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NigellasDealer · 19/02/2014 02:47

i do not know what to say - do you have kids?

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Funnyfoot · 19/02/2014 02:47

Hello Ho

If you want to chat I am here too

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Hohihi · 19/02/2014 02:49

I have 5 . Wow what a terrible mother i am!! Im scum

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OldLadyKnowsNothing · 19/02/2014 02:49

If you really feel that bad, contact the Samaritans, hohihi. Can't c'n'p, but //www.samaritans.org will be able to listen, and to help. Please contact them.

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OldLadyKnowsNothing · 19/02/2014 02:50

You're not scum, you just need help, as we all do sometimes. You have reached out, at least.

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NigellasDealer · 19/02/2014 02:51

no you are not scum or a terrible mother hohihi; there are 5 people who need you and love you
please do contact the samaritans like oldlady suggested.

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Hohihi · 19/02/2014 02:51

Thanks i cant talk privatly at the moment though.

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NigellasDealer · 19/02/2014 02:53

do you mean you cannot have a phone conversation without someone overhearing?
it is a bad time of night now - is there any chance you could get some sleep and contact samaritans in the morning?

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OldLadyKnowsNothing · 19/02/2014 02:54

I think you can email Samaritans as well as call them, don't know how fast the response is. Do you have another long running thread here?

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SparklyPandora · 19/02/2014 02:54

Good grief. Been here twice before myself and still in the same position that led me to it. Can talk, can advise. SO hard though - for you - I know.

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Hohihi · 19/02/2014 02:57

My partner will hear if i call now. I really want to talk to someone right now.!! I cant call in the day as got my children with me all day.

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CheshireDing · 19/02/2014 02:59

I am here too OP if you want to chat.

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Funnyfoot · 19/02/2014 03:04

Here's the link OP you can e-mail them.

www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/contact-us

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Hohihi · 19/02/2014 03:04

I dont know what to say , im so embarrased to post here . It scares me having a shotgun in the house and feeling how i do.

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Funnyfoot · 19/02/2014 03:04
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Hohihi · 19/02/2014 03:09

Hes coming downstairs!

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exWifebeginsat40 · 19/02/2014 03:13

can you call someone?

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Funnyfoot · 19/02/2014 03:15

OP if you feel you or your children are in any danger then I urge you to contact the police immediately.

If things are ok then follow the link I posted as they have 3 different methods to contact them. I would also get the gun removed from the house.

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OldLadyKnowsNothing · 19/02/2014 03:18

Is your oh abusive? It's not actually easy to shoot yourself with a shotgun, whatever the movies tell you.

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CheerfulYank · 19/02/2014 03:20

Hi, OP.

What is your OH like?

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CheshireDing · 19/02/2014 03:21

Please contact the Samaritans,by email if easiest.

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Hohihi · 19/02/2014 03:23

Im ok . Partner has been abusive in the past. I hate the gun being here! Hes not come downstairs however he will be very angry when i come to bed as its late.

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