Namechanged, for obvious reasons. If anybody recognises me - please don't out me. (no pun intended...)
I'm 23, 4 year old DD with a wonderful husband. We are so happy, despite ups and downs, and we have been together for almost 5 years.
Before DH and I got together, I was seeing my then female best friend. It wasn't so much a relationship, more we slept together quite a bit and had the occasional kiss just in her car etc. It was a strange kind of thing, we were best friends first - the rest was just 'something we did'. At the time, I honestly never thought more of it. I guess I was just a bit of a free spirit, I wouldn't have even considered myself bi-sexual. We no longer speak, she got weird with me after I got married and I think that she found things difficult. I don't know.
In the past year or so, I have realised that I am bi-sexual. DH knows, he's known the whole time about what happened with my friend - who he also knew. But I kind of feel sometimes like i'm 'missing' something. Please don't get me wrong, I adore my DH, I really truly do. And this actually feels like a totally separate thing, which might not make sense.
I just miss it, I'm still curious I guess and I sometimes almost crave it. Will this go away? I am fully committed to my DH, 100%. I have no intention of trying to act on it - but I feel this urge from time to time. Not for other men, just women. I'm only 23 and the thought of feeling like this forever exhausts me. It will go away, right? Anybody feel similar?
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to sometimes feel a little sad - or something - that I'll never be with another girl again?
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TimeMakesYouBolder · 17/11/2012 20:45
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