I'm 34 and have 2 children, aged 6 & 4.
I live in a v small town which doesn't have many job opportunities. I work in the best place possible in the town. I work for Government and although I'm not high up, I have a nice wage, the flexibility & annual leave are amazing. I know I wouldn't get this anywhere else.
I really enjoyed my job when I first started. I then had my children and developed epilepsy. Ever since this, my brain has been terrible. I can't focus, I find it hard to learn new things, my memory is terrible. I just feel like I can't keep up & it takes me ages to do very simple pieces of work. I have a new job in the same workplace and the job should be incredibly easy. It's so simple and straightforward, and yet I spend every day making silly little mistakes. I'm meant to take notes for each meeting and I can't keep up with what everyone is saying (again, even those these meetings are very short and very simple).
I just feel so down about work and realised I have another 35 ish years of working there. I can't leave because it really is the best place to work. I'm also thick (since epilepsy). I'm just stupid in all honesty. I was thinking perhaps I can try and do an open university course which could help me get passionate again about work. But I genuinely wouldn't be able to remember any of it, or learn.
Feel like I'm meant to give 100% at home and 100% at work. I just can't do that. So basically I'm stuck in the same place for the next 35 years because my brain is dog shit, and I'm unable to learn anything new.
Hoping for some sort of advice.
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boonr · 27/03/2024 22:53
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