41. A Possible Life by Sebastian Faulkes
I didn't think I was going to like this as much as I did, but I absolutely loved it. Five short stories that are vaguely linked into a novel. He writes about an almost complete life. The first is about a fairly dull young man in the 1930s (school teacher and cricketer) who finds himself in the most hellish part of the second world war shovelling the remains (and almost remains) of human bodies in the death camps. It's I think about the way life turns on a decision, a betrayal. Also it does a bleak ending about how his life is shattered by this experience, and then a moment of grace. Very moving.
The second one was the one that stuck with me because of a line in it - the story is about a Victorian boy in a workhouse who makes his way out of it, marries and then has a complicated relationship. It's very coolly written, but there is a line in it about how you never really know your own life until the end, and by then it's too late.
Third one is great too - set in dystopian future Italy about twenty years time, they discover the physical bit in the brain that makes the soul, the self. It's all a bit mundane and is about the atoms that bind us. But still despite knowing that, she is haunted all her life by love, even though it's ridiculous.
The fourth one is Jeanne, the most ignorant peasant in France in Napoleonic times. I liked this one a lot, it covers her whole life but there is a flashback at the end to a moment that transfigures her. I think about it and am not sure what it means.
The last one was the one that moved me the least. So I'm not going to write about it.
Loved this book, it's very existential but with moments of grace and beauty. I'm not sure, it fits in with my thoughts on getting older and what does it all mean in any case.
It's weird, the books that I am not sure about are the ones that stick with me. The easy reads are gone in a heartbeat.