A relation has penned an 'encouraging' missive to me regarding how it's time for me to 'put my foot down' regarding the ongoing behaviour of my abusive ex towards me and the children. They have used phrases including (in order but some context removed obviously);
'I see you give in to him
Obviously you find it less effort to let him carry on
You don't stand up to him
I imagine you won't stand up to him in future but will give in and cover it up
Your approach is not a sensible solution
If you are unable to tell him enough then I will'
Those excerpts are verbatim.
I'm utterly shocked. I thought people understood my situation. I thought they knew what 20 years of emotional and financial abuse, controlling and coercive behaviour meant. I scrumpled it up and binned it and have just retrieved it to re-read and see if I'd misread. I haven't. Just fucking amazed. They represent others in this letter and so obviously they've all had a little consultation and decided this entire fucking shit show of a life could be solved if I just put a little more effort in...
They whispered that they'd want to chat about what they'd written when they see me in the week. I don't want to see them. I want to not speak to them or engage with this at all but I wonder whether there's some research paper or something I could point them towards instead?
For some context- they are aware I am under the domestic violence support team and social services safeguard my children after repeated abusive behaviours towards them by my exH. They are aware we have been trapped in our home while he parks outside and stands in our pathway. They are aware of how we were homeless and had no money for a long time due to me finally trying to leave him. They are aware of everything which has happened and they think this.
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mynamechangemyrules · 24/03/2024 19:43
mynamechangemyrules · 25/03/2024 05:55
I'd love any advice. I've cancelled seeing them today which should be nothing but is quite nuclear in our case. I feel I need to follow up with something fairly soon.
Thefutureisourownpath · 25/03/2024 14:22
Ha.
My mother told me when I was 300 miles away from her and she never visited that she was supporting me. I never had a phone call, offer of childcare or anything. These are just sound bites.
I would just say you aren’t qualified to advise me I’m having support from a team that understand the implications of abuse on every single part of a persons life. You are either clueless, have no empathy or have no idea about how abuse works. Abusers target victims, they strip them of their self worth, finances, mental, emotional and physical health until the person they were doesn’t exist. If it was as easy as ‘putting my foot down’ or ‘drawing a boundary’ I would of sorted it out years ago - it’s like saying to someone who gets into the ring with a professional boxer having no boxing experience - and gets flattened that the next time you get in, you need to try harder. A professional boxer is always going to beat you. The only way to have a fighting chance is 1) disengage and try and different sport or 2) train hard every day with a coach for 10-15 years and even then you would be professional boxer against prof boxer. Do you not see it? Abusers don’t play by rules - they make the rules.
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