I can't believe I'm writing this. So last year at the end of September I found out I was pregnant, I was very confused about the pregnancy, I would like a family one day but the timing was very wrong for many reasons and it just did not seem feasible. Initially I wanted to go through with the pregnancy but as time went on I realised it couldn't work. At nearly 12 weeks I went and had a surgical termination, this really hit me hard and I sank into a bad place afterwards and it put a massive pressure on my relationship nearly to breaking point. Its taken me a long time to get to a better place mentally.
Anyway, I woke up the other morning and felt really sick, I'm currently taking the pill and was not even late on my period yet. But I had hyperemesis last time and also really struggled with that, and the sickness feeling just felt so familiar I had a horrible feeling. So I went out and got a test, which had a very very faint positive. I thought this could be a water line and thought is try again in a few days (although I knew). So I took another test today and BFP. I've been in so much shock and disbelief over the last few days I cannot process this as all. It does not feel real and I have no idea how to deal with this.
I guess I just wanted to get it off my chest and talk.
I posted on another thread initially but I think in the wrong place
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Tangerinedreamx · 30/04/2022 17:13
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