namechanger- know people on here in RL and haven't told DP yet.
Ironically came off pill in new year because I felt that one day I would forget to take it and get pregnant- decide to go onto the Depo-Provera.
Now I'm only bloody pregnant.
Couldn't understand why I kept putting on weight- despite running and dieting, felt that it was a side effect of the depo.
Last week felt some 'flutterings' in my stomach- over this past week have noticed that my stomach is much 'harder' than usual.
Decided to do a PG test today- BFP.
DS1 is 13 in sept and DS2 is 10 in July-
i was promoted last year and this all just awful timing- life was getting easier with the kids- had visions of DP and I being able to actually 'do couple stuff' within the next few years.
im not 'sad' - just disappointed in myself. Thought the days of sleepless nights and nappies were way behind me.
We can just about afford another baby (just).
Going to GP tomorrow to see if I can get a scan because if I can feel flutterings, I'm clearly not 'just pregnant'.
and I can't even begin to find way to tell my best friend- who is just about to start her 7th round of IVF.
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Well. This is a surprise. Pregnant- completely unexpected. shit.
shockerama · 15/05/2013 20:15
My most favourite of mumsnet threads!
It has to go into Classics. 
Happy birthday for tomorrow little Esme 
I remember responding on this thread (under a different username) when you first started it. How is life now? Do your boys dote on their little sister? How's it gone with work?
Just read this thread for the first time. Wonderful wonderful story.
I joined MN around the same time as you tiredemma and remember talking to you on threads as your boys are a similar in age to mine.
Have a big lump in my throat .
Have just read through the entire thread, not seen it before...amazing!
It made me cry!
I was in a similar situation- finding out I was pregnant in the second trimester, totally unexpected. First baby though.
This all happened this time last year so all the memories came flooding back & I started thinking over all the little things like telling family and how they reacted.
Going for the scan etc.
Utterly overwhelming!
My LO is now 7.5 months old
Happy birthday to your little girl!
Wow, I've just read through it from start to finish and the tears are falling.
Happy birthday Esme. I hope you all had a wonderful year together 
Such a lovely thread that I hadn't read before. Happy Birthday Esme.
Massive congratulations Emma
I didn't cry a lot at your update. Nope, not me.
Wonderful news! Congratulations to you and your family!! I remember reading this thread when you first posted and it is so lovely to follow your journey. Enjoy your little girl and I will be keeping everything crossed for your friend, who sounds just lovely and supportive too xx
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What a brilliant thread
Welcome, Esme Florence, and congratulations to you and your family, OP!
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