I've got 2 DSs, 2yrs and 8mths. We planned them close to get all the nappies and sleepless nights out of the way, and DS1 was a pretty easy going baby.
I'm really struggling though. I hate being home with them all the time- it makes me bored and angry sometimes. Every day is the same, no matter what i do; nappies, no conversation, messy house, whinging kids.
DS2 is a very different child, who will not give up breastfeeding and screams until he can't breathe if i leave him, even with DH for 10mins. He's been doing this for weeks. I had about 3.5hrs sleep last night, and spent most of the night with DS2 whinging in bed with us, only going to sleep if i breastfed him.
I am going back to work in 4 weeks, just 3 days a week, so that i have something of my own, but also get to spend plenty of time with the kids, but i'm really worried about DS2 because he's so miserable without me.
I love them both to death, but i feel like i've turned out to be a crappy mother- all the other mothers i see seem more happy and patient than me, and i feel really ungrateful reading what i've written here, but will it get better? I was looking forward to silly chats and days out when they were older, school plays, making cakes, holidays together...i didn't think i would dislike this stage so much though. I love their little milestones, and their smiles, but most of my days and nights are mundane and frustrating.
I'm sorry for going on- i needed to get that off my chest
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TattooedGrrrl · 01/07/2008 10:45
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