Hi all,
I have a question and would like your thoughts on this (I'm also aware that these types of questions tend to really annoy some folk)! But here goes.
I've had quite a few identity crises when I was very young, my siblings and I had been left with a children's agency at birth fostered/ adopted etc and I went back into care and no longer have contact with my older sibling who was adopted by another family when I was very young and then they subsequently left the U.K. 😓.
I therefore lived in family environments that were so different to one another. I always get a bit nervous and self-conscious when people ask questions about my childhood / upbringing or call me names like a coconut (I'm kenyan, and it's usually other black people) and so feel I need to answer with what they want me to say (which I never really know).
But basically I was wondering if you were me what would you say your upbringing was or is it a weird thing to answer if perhaps you never lived with your actual family and then what do you say as an answer? (Might seem like a daft question but genuinely curious).
I'm currently at uni and as you would know there's a huge thing currently with identity politics on campus and debates can get very fiery and accusatory. And it seems some of my answers were not well received by some others.
I essentially based a lot of the "identity / class / culture" labels with a mixture of the families I had grown up in but that was apparently wrong and I was being challenged about it by other black students so now I'm a really confused about what I'm supposed to say my upbringing was.
I essentially said my upbringing culturally was mainly Chinese and English and in terms of class I spent 14 years out of the 18 years in two middle class homes and therefore said my upbringing was middle class. I'd spent 10 years in a Chinese British middle class home and then 4 in a white English middle class home and then a year in a working class White English home and then 3 years in a working class black Caribbean home. And that in terms of identity I feel a little bit confused about that but that otherwise I'm essentially British. My answers really annoyed some of the black students because they were the wrong answers about my upbringing and background. I said I don't really relate to my parents as I don't know them and never spent time with them and also in terms of class my parents are from two different classes so that would be hard to choose as my bio father is working class and bio mother who lives in Kenya is middle class / privately educated from info I have about my mum
One of the arguments put forward was that I'm ethnically black and genetically not related to the families I lived with during my childhood so those cultures can't be mine and that being fostered & adopted is a working class identity so I cannot say I had a middle class upbringing.
Sorry to ask this questions as I know it's annoying but would like your thoughts on this as I don't really have family members to ask this to otherwise I would have asked them instead and so though to ask on mumsnet 🫣.
But am I wrong and what should I say? I know it's not a big deal but it seems it a big deal to the few other black students at my uni. If you were asked the questions about culture, identity, class and upbringing etc and you were me what would you say?
Thank you! X Sorry if it's too long too!
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Henrietta2000 · 02/12/2022 23:44
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