Hi, a slightly long post (the last ten years crammed into a few paragraphs) but I’m hoping if anybody has suffered anything similar and gone on to have their baby or if anyone can offer advice?
I suffered my first loss at age 20 after a surprise pregnancy, after this, my other half at the time and I decided to ttc, suffering 5 more losses over the course of 5/6 years - we were both tested at the time and doctors couldn’t find a reason for the miscarriages and put it down to ‘being unlucky’ (that’s literally what a doctor told me)
After we broke up, I went on microgynon and stayed on until my current partner and I got together (no sexual parters in the meantime)
After a year of being with my current partner, (who knows about this history), we fell pregnant while on the pill, miscarrying again. After this we had a serious discussion about how difficult it may be for us to have a baby and decided to properly start trying, we fell pregnant again not long after my 7th miscarriage and lost again, we have now been ttc for 3 years and no pregnancies.
We’re still undergoing tests with our GPs but I really am flagging with all of this now.
We decided to pay to go private around a year ago and the doctor held his hands up and said ‘because there’s not medically any problems which have been found, there’s nothing I can do’
In the past 10 years of being backwards and forwards to different doctors and undergoing multiple tests, I’ve had one multiple miscarriage specialist agree with me on saying there is a problem. However, by the time I’d seen her, we’d not conceived for two years, so she’s referred us to an infertility specialist, and we’re currently waiting on an appt with them, which is where we’re at now
Just a couple more things to add
- All miscarriages have been before 12 weeks
- I don’t smoke / drink heavily / do drugs
- I’ve been a healthy weight most my life (barring those extra covid pounds which I’ve now shifted)
- I try to keep my stress levels down and really not think about it too often
I’m just really hoping someone has some advice that I’ve not thought of myself or if someone has been through something similar and can give me a little bit of hope.
My other half is incredibly supportive and we both understand this may never happen for us but we want to explore every single avenue possible so we don’t look back later in our life and regret not trying everything. - hence this post