Confusing time

[Lunablue765]

Hi so I've had two previous mmc both different one I knew something was off with the pregnancy from the get go my symptoms disappeared and I misscarried two weeks later. My second mmc I had strong symptoms all the way went to twelve week scan and baby had stopped growing at 10 weeks. So I now find my self pregnant again and I had that pregnant feeling the foggy head super tired feeling off my food etc then all of a sudden my symptoms are gone again.

I've tried to get a reassurance scan at epu but because I'm not bleeding it was a no. So my doctor had me do a hcg blood test today so I'm crazy anxious I think I know deep down something isn't right this is my fifth pregnancy and I'm blessed with two little people this having babies has never been easy I've been trying for over 11 years but each time I have fertility clinic referral I fall pregnant then gynaecologist refuses to help.
All I can do is wait 😑 sorry for rant but I wanted to get it off my chest

[Toddlerandteenagermum]

I totally understand you feel like that but please I think most people feel like that after a loss. I was anxious throughout my third pregnancy (mc my second), I “felt” that something was wrong. My son is now 5 and perfect. I had a private scan in between hospital ones, if you can afford it look into it, it’s just reassuring. Hopefully you’ll have the same outcome too. Fingers and toes crossed for you.