How can you love someone so much that you've never even met ?
I went through the most traumatic experience in my life, I lost my twins at almost 10 weeks pregnant.
My friends and family/ partners family where buying little gifts when we found out I was pregnant.
We went to the drs to confirm, they did another test which did, then they booked me in for a scan.
Few days later I started heavily bleeding and having severe cramping. I went into A&E and they confirmed I was having a miscarriage, and from the scan they confirmed it was twins.
I'm absolutely heart broken.
When the doctors removed them they asked if I wanted to take the remains home to mourn and I was so upset I just told them to keep it and left.
I feel disgusting that I left my babies alone in the hospital. I feel absolutely worthless and just terrible. I don't know what to do with myself, I've been off work for just over 2 weeks as I'm just finding it hard to cope.
Has anyone been through the same situation? How do you deal with the guilt and the pain ?
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Heartbroken after loosing my twins
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BrownCurls97 · 30/09/2018 23:12
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