Just wanted to vent really. Feel free to ignore. Sorry this will be long and dull.
My due date would have been next Sunday. Given I had Pre-eclampsia in both previous pregnancies I would probably have been induced and had the baby by now if this had been a viable pregnancy.
I want to get any glum feelings out of the way now. By some bizarre coincidence my due date was also ds1's birthday or my birthday and I don't want to be sad on that day.
I feel guilty being feeling like this because the pregnancy was a total accident and I wasn't exactly overjoyed when I found out.
The pregnancy was a molar one, and I am having chemo right now to kill off the stupid cancerous cells that it left behind. It seems to be working but I feel really shit and life since October has been generally shit. I just want to feel normal and human again. I'm not allowed to get pg for a year after I get the all clear, which will be June 2014 at the earliest (by which time I'll be 42). I don't think I could even go through the stress of another pregnancy, and I'm sad that I'll never have a dd.
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MMC Oct 2012, due date fast approaching, feeling a bit glum
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MrsJohnDeere · 21/04/2013 21:25
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