We have two children: one has suspected ASD, the other ADHD. I will try to keep this brief, as currently trying to settle the youngest.
My OH just started a new job at the start of November. My job began a month before- different job in the same organisation but a new contract so still on probation IYSWIM.
I work from home two days, in the office three- he works from home all week but may need to travel in future.
School involves taking a school bus twice a day. The oldest finds this very stressful so normally OH drives them in the morning so they only have to cope with the return journey.
On Sunday our car broke down so it's had to be all bus journeys instead. This evening the oldest had a meltdown that lasted for more than an hour. She's smashed her iPad, which she needs to self soothe with.
Aside from the fact that our financial situation is now even more dire than before (we have been surviving on my crap wage for most of the last two + years), we just don't know that our working hours are sustainable between us.
If my partner continues to miss work driving them or collecting them, or dealing with my youngest's shenanigans or the oldest's issues when they're both at home, we are worried he may lose his new job. We have the youngest in after school once a week but there isn't space available every day even if we had the money. He got fired from his previous job when he explained that he sometimes needed to start ten minutes later because of the need to drive the kids to school. It took a really, really long time to get another job.
He earns at least 50% more than me, but I have been at my organisation for 4 years and may have some more 'safety' because of this.
I don't know whether or not to speak to my line manager about going part time, potentially, so we can try to cope better. We can't afford to lose my wage, but we REALLY can't afford to lose his.
The trouble is, in my previous role I was part of a close knit team and I know they would have tried to help. Where I've had to move to has some bad politics issues. The manager above mine has form for backstabbing and nasty fuckery- he openly vetoed the best candidate for a job, for example, because she was around 50 and then appointed a woman in her 20s instead. He has lied about members of my team to HR in order to intimidate them.
Sorry, I realise I'm failing to keep this brief after all. Essentially, I don't know whether to try to keep struggling on somehow as we are, or come clean about the trouble we are having (potentially looking weak and inept), or just resign completely and hope that if I take on all the burden of childcare then we might at least keep one job between us.
Any ideas welcome. TIA.
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MsF1t · 01/12/2021 21:19
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