I am starting to think I might need to ask the DR for antidepressants. I had only recently started taking Citralopram before I found out it was pregnant and came off it immediately when I went to the DR. I am just fed up of feeling low. I have tried loads of things... yoga, exercise (which is now getting harder as I am almost 36 weeks), listening to positive affirmations to try and build my self esteem etc etc. I used to exercise and go out drinking with my friends quite a lot before I was pregnant so although the depression/anxiety was not caused by the pregnancy (more work and relationship stress usual personal reasons) I do believe it has made it harder for me to pull myself out of the rut so to speak.
I am worried about the baby though. I want to breastfeed. I have seen the perinatal team and dr previously but kind of played down my feelings as I am scared that if I show I am not coping with my moods then they might look down on me, see me as an unfit mother and pass me over to social services or something awful like that, which isn't helped by my moods and me thinking that maybe that would not be such a bad idea.
I have suffered from depression in the past but always managed to drag myself out of it, usually after 6 months or so by socialising and going out/exercising and sometimes with the aid of anti-d's.
I just feel frustrated that I can't or don't want to do those things because of the pregnancy and feel it a bit of a catch 22. Get pills and harm baby (?) plus end up getting monitored - I am a very private person and dread this... or don't say anything to DR and go on struggling.
I have experience with depression so I do manage to get myself moving (is easier now on maternity leave) and get dressed talk to friends and family occasionally but ijust feel like its becoming so hard. If I was in a 'good' mood things would just be so much easier. I don't feel like this is something I can 'just' talk about. I have done plenty of that (plus loads of posts on here) but I am now starting to think that anti-d's might just be worth a shot.
Anyone got any experience with this - what did u say to the DR?
What was their approach? Were you made to feel like a bad mum/mum to be? Were you strictly monitored/refered to social services after? positive and negative stories welcome - I can take it!
I have been putting on a 'brave face' so far with the DR and am really anxious about letting it slip although I have made an appointment with DR (male unfortuately as the female DR is on hol till 16th july and I am getting fed up).
I am so worried about saying something that will cause me to be monitored/refferd on for being a bad mum. Please note that I am also currently trying to get some kind of talking treatment but this has never been that effective for me in the past as i don't like to feel different, I am hoping i could take anti-d's to give me the strength to just tackle lifes issues and get on with 'normal life' without it being such a chore and joyless.
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Thinking of asking the DR for antidepressants
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Susie888 · 04/07/2013 16:35
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