I don't understand

[empitness]

Fed up with life generally. A very honest, loving and kind person but never seem to be able to form, long lasting relationship ( friends). I don't bitch or talk people down. I feel sometimes, being not like the most is a problem.
I worry for my Ds and DD, as they might inevitably end up being like me. Which is idyllic but unfortunately not suitable for survival.
Please let me what to do.

Being like you is "idyllic but unfortunately not suitable for survival"

Yet you are fed up with life generally.

You seem a bit directionless/confused? Maybe you need to focus on something different in your life and let friendships form along the way rather than making them the centre of your unhappiness?

Ted lectures that might help...

www.ted.com/playlists/225/talks_to_get_you_through_your?utm_source=facebook.com&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=tedspread

Which is idyllic but unfortunately not suitable for survival.

I don't understand. Do you like your circumstances or don't you?

Thank you for reply . I don't revolve my life around it but it does cross my mind occasionally.

Idyllic to the world , not me