I have just had the most awful incident with my children and need honest opinions about how it could have been avoided. I am reeling it was so shocking.
Ds2 (8) was home with me while ds1 (10) was at training with my ex. It was about 6pm and ds2 had been playing with aqua beads for a while but started to get frustrated. I was sorting things out for tomorrow, bit talking to him at the same time, so he wasn’t being ignored. I was thinking he was tired and about ready for bed. Then his brother came home and shortly after ds2 got down a massive tub of beads from a high shelf and said he was going to start on those. I said no way – you’re tired and it’s bed time, and took the beads from him. He starting arguing, which I ignored, and put the beads down, just missing the table top and spilling a fair few of them. It was annoying, but could have been worse, but ds2 started shouting it was my fault etc. Ds1 then started trying to appease him, and said he would clean them up. I said to leave it, I would do it later but he insisted.
Well, he cleaned up a small pile in about 90 seconds, which was fine and more than I expected him to do as he had not been involved at all in spilling them. He then started saying ds2 had to thank him, which ds2 flatly refused to do – as ds1 had known he would. It then escalated to shouting and arguing. I then realised there were loads of ds1’s toys under the kitchen table which would need putting away before bed. I told him this and he blew up – shouting that he’s a slave and I love ds2 more. He was roaring and hitting out at ds2, who was saying provocative things.
Then I blew up and sent them both to bed. There was shouting and I suppose I was fairly rough in ‘escorting them to their rooms’. Ds2 had to have a shower, so after putting 3 loads of washing away I called him out for his shower. By then ds1 had gone down and collected up his toys. During the shower ds2 repeatedly said he hates me, I’m always shouting (I do /did shout too much, but work on it all the time with a lot of success) and that I hurt him all the time (not true at all). He was going on and on and then said “I’m glad we’re hardly ever at yours as all you do is shout.” (They're at mine about 70% of the time) I then said fine he/they could go to their dad’s and to come down while I phoned him. I was shaking and crying.
They both came down, with ds1 telling ds2 to go away. Then ds1 hugged me and we all hugged and I apologised. I told them I was happy to ring their dad and wouldn’t be upset but they said no. We had lots more cuddles/talking etc and now they are both in bed- one asleep and one reading.
I know it was utterly awful and unacceptable but I just don’t know how we got from mild irritation at some spilt beans to where we ended up. Can anybody help?
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stillpinching · 22/01/2017 21:02
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