I am a single mum to a lovely little 5 year old girl. She is naturally very bright, energetic and demanding. I work 25 hours and I want to be a teacher so I am filling out job applications which take forever. I have had two interviews but as I got pregnant straight after my PGCE I am lacking experience so I am in a real catch 22 situation.
I currently work in a school but in a support work role. There is no hope of me being promoted as I was interviewed last year and they said I lack experience. I applied again ythis year and didn't even get an interview.
I have mental health issues (bipolar and possibly borderline personality disorder) and this is imapacting on my personal and professional life. My last boyfrienddumped me after a particulraly nasty anxiety attack that I had. I was devastated......mabe too devastated afetr being together for only two months. I have just just dumped a friend who might be toxic, might not. Basically I have no idea if she is good for me or not but I suspect not and now I have had to be a real cow to her in order to get rid of her. I have no idea what I am doing any more tbh.
I just spoke to the local mental health services today and they can't see me for a month but I may go back to the doctor. I went a week ago and he said I wasn't depressed but I just feel AWFUL , as though all the joy has been sucked from my life. Mabe this is one for MH boards.
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To feel completely overwhelmed and on the verge of a break down?
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superstarheartbreaker · 13/06/2013 21:45
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