I’m looking for some honest views on adopting - current support networks appear biased as everyone is super keen to adopt or for us to adopt.
Partner and I have been together nearly three years, adopting was discussed very early on in relationship, both agreed we wanted to be dads. Where similar in age and our siblings have begun their own family’s so the time feels naturally right for us to take the next step.
currently stage2 with a VAA with a panel date in March. It feels like it’s been a long road as we started the process well over a year ago.
The pace seem to have ramped up in stage 2, my partner thinks they have children in mind as they have said we are now fast tracked. Probably he’s being optimistic as not sure it actually works like that and the VAA is clearly breaking the standards set out for how long stage 1 should last.
whilst I’m sure it’s the agency’s job to bare warts and all and I’ve never been nieve enough to think cared for children would be a walk in the park. I had assumed the matching process would be rigorous enough to match us to children we could care for. However, the conclusion I’m quickly reaching is that social services don’t really have a clue about the children in their care and it’s best to assume the children needing forever homes, are a little more than emotionally damaged. The odds being stacked their likely to have issue such as fetal alcohol syndrome and other complex needs which won’t be known or identified.
I expected things such as drug withdrawal, trauma but conditions such as fetal alcohol syndrome really worry me.
Whilst I’m confident we have an appreciation of mental health, identify issue etc and we have the space, time a resource to provide a nurturing home to work through these and provide an environment for a happy healthy child, I fear for our resilience would be tested if a child was to have complex needs or displayed issues like child to parent violence, smearing, an inability to ever live independently . It also sounds like adoptive parents have to constantly be fighting with other services on a daily basis for additional support.
the adoptive parents the agency have presented at q&as seem to have all been put through the mill and one even said she wished she hadn’t adopted.
when I speak to my other half about this and my concerns, all I get is I’m looking at the negatives and we will take it as it comes.
im getting the point where I don’t feel I can take it as it comes. I know I want to be a parent but I’m not sure my urning or abilities extend to a child with complex needs. I appreciate if we had the luxury of a birth child things would be unknown but the odds seem to be stacked that parenting a cared for child will be a rough ride.
I worry his desire to be a parent is greater than mine that it blinkers him from appreciating just what a strain it could be.
We both have demanding jobs, of which our comfortable lifestyle depends and like most we live to our means. we already know holidays will need be forgone or less extravagant and eating out might need to become a supermarket meal deal, and whilst we can cut back and have space in our finances, we still have stretched ourselves on commitments like the mortgage, cars which mean neither of us could afford to leave work or go part time to care for a child with complex needs.
I’m beginning to fear it will see us reach breaking point if I can’t get onboard.
I guess what I’m looking to answer is
- is it natural for any perspective parent to feel worried about the unknown ?
- for those that have been through the process, can we be confident in the matching process/stage 3
- does anyone have experience dealing with VAA one adoption