I post here occasionally but I've changed name for this.
I'm struggling at the moment with feeling like I'm not a 'real' parent because I havent had a newborn baby. I never especially wanted a baby, I love small children but dont find babies very interesting and I don't get the broody feeling around babies that some people do. But I get this feeling of being less than other parents because I don't know the hardship of getting pregnant, having a newborn baby, sleepless nights etc. Even though we've had our share of sleepless nights! There's part of me thinking I shouldn't complain about that because maybe I don't know the half of it and having a birth child is a lot harder. I think it's mainly coming from the little throwaway comments friends have made over the years. I'm smarting at the moment over a comment from a friend about how lucky I am not to have gone through IVF - quite valid because I haven't gone through it but I've seen how much it has impacted on friends, and I didnt want to say anything because she was talking about her own painful experience at the time. But it also felt like an insensitive comment to someone who couldnt conceive naturally with their partner! And she's aware of that.
I'd been having these feelings before this conversation, its just tipped me over the edge today. I feel very guilty for feeling like this when I know I had a reasonably straightforward journey to parenthood compared with some others and of course I love my dd and wouldnt change anything. I think I'm looking for a bit more recognition really but cant work out for myself whether that's justified.
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Redpeppers70 · 06/11/2023 10:39
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