So once again I find myself back here seeking the comfort from other mumsnetters who also struggle.
I am not overweight. 9stone 10, 5ft 5. However I am ashamed of myself. I don't have the slimmest body anymore. I have rolls and lumps and my clothes are getting uncomfortably tight. To others my weight wouldn't be an issue, and it really isn't. But what I am ashamed of is myself when it comes to my absolute lack of control when it comes to food. Well that's a lie. I can be good all day and then binge at night. My weight doesn't bother me. Its how I binge stupid amounts of food. To be honest I should be absolutely huge the amounts of food I am eating.
Over the recent weeks I've felt shit about myself. My body is visibly changing. I don't have a gap between my thighs anymore, my tummy no longer goes flat. I have knees that go out and are really fat. But mostly I feel horrible in myself.
Every day I tell myself this is the day I start and then I go to pot. I just want to eat like a normal person. I'm ashamed at how much I can each in one sitting. I even eat despite feeling sick.
I need to change this as I feel miserable
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SpideyMom · 05/11/2019 20:39
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