I've struggled with my weight since 2011. I was burning out, working out a lot, eating 'clean' but constantly obsessing and criticising myself. Scrolling through tumblr fitspo posts and all that ridiculous shit.
I remember literally snapping one day when I was at home alone and going out to Gregg's spending the best part of a tenner on doughnuts and pasties and then eating the whole lot. I've slipped and slid into very poor lifestyle, diet, exercise choices ever since that day, I fight back and exercise and eat healthily but it is always a battle and inactivity and over eating has so far always won and I am sick of it!
I've never honestly spoken about any of this. I've withdrawn from social events because of it, and looking back on old photos when I was in the height of body shaming and obsessing over myself I am bloody gorgeous. Which makes me so sad! DH thinks I am gorgeous whenever, which is so lovely to have, might I add.
I want to use this thread to open up about me, my journey and try and heal myself and get back to a healthy weight, slowly and steadily and being mindful, not obsessive.
I'd say I was 4 stone overweight at the worst, I'm now approx 2 stone over where I'd happily be, and that is a stone more than I was when I was obsessed with being skinny.
Currently 12st 8. I'm 34 I have two children, 9yo dd and 16 month old dd. I'm breastfeeding which is a whole other issue I have with trying to lose weight ha! I breastfed my first for 6 months, and the weight fell off after I stopped, granted I was heavily restricting and walking miles with the pram every day at that point.
Thanks for reading this far, I'm on the October 7 lbs thread and exploring the 'No S Diet' too.
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Frestelli · 01/10/2016 13:51
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