I just decided to bite the bullet and get on the weighing scales. 6 stone over weight, more realistically 7 stone over what would be ideal. I can't believe I've deluded myself, I cannot believe I've managed to put 2 stone on in the space of a year. I can't believe I just had another bloody double chocolate chip muffin this morning!
It probably wasn't a good idea, I have to go to work this afternoon and I really just feel awful that I have to go out knowing this. Then it hit me that everyone's been able to see it for themselves that I'm so vastly overweight, and they are all too polite about it. I binge constantly, grazing all day. I'm. It even making much sense but I just needed to vent about this, and at least if I write I'd down I can't hide about the fact that this is the reality. Would love to hear stories of people who've been here and done something about it, or are just trying to start out. I think I just need to confront this, before I end up 6/12 months down the line horrified that I need to lose 7/8/9 stone.
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How the hell did this happen?!
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DearFuckingGod · 04/06/2015 12:11
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