I completed my PGCE a couple of years ago & fell pregnant fairly soon afterwards & has DC2 last year . I wasnt planning on looking for anything until she was nearer 3 but a job came up that sounded lovely - HLTA / PPA Cover 3 days a week in a local school . The salary isn’t too far off what id get as an NQT. I applied for it in a whim really , went for an interview and was offered the role . I’m not going to make a huge amount after childcare but thought it wokld be worth it as you don’t often see these types of roles advertised on a PT basis round here & I’ve noticed the school seems to ha e a very low staff turnover which I’m joking is a good sign . It’s a ten minute drive away & I would like to do this fur a couple of years then hopefully complete my NQT year once DC are older . In the meantime this will keep me in the
Loop a bit, pension up to date and a bit of extra money a month although no a huge amount . Got a lovely feel for the school while I was there & since been back to meet people properly all v friendly . Lovely childminder found for DC (older one
in Y2 at school) so all good. And yet ... I’m getting cold feet. I suddenly feel very guilty I’m going to be leaving DC2 while she’s so tiny . I would never back our now & leave the school in the lurch but I just want someone who’s been there & done it to tell me will be ok ? Older DC is generally happy & settled in school and knows the childminder well but I’m worried she’s so used to me picking her up every day . My hours are expected to be in are from about 8-15 until 3.45 so again no where near as long as a teaching day . I’ll have my own PPA time too one afternoon a week . I do get a bit bored and Lonely as a SAHM but I’m just having a massive attack of the guilt !
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Allthehummus · 18/07/2019 10:17
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