Last academic year 17/18 I took a job in a school, it wasn't a step up but a change of direction and... I hated it.
I had handed in my 31st August notice before the end of March, I did a good job but I knew it wasn't for me.
I decided to do supply from September to give myself time to regroup and decide what to do next.
All of my lesson obs were good at the school I hated.
But somehow through the whole experience has shattered my confidence.
I've had three interviews since September and screwed the lesson up spectacularly. I've been a teacher 15 years! I can do this in my sleep but interviews make me shake with fear, the lesson is the worst bit by far, at the risk of sounding stupidly dramatic; I'm gripped with blind terror.
18 months ago I was a good/outstanding teacher. Now I can't even get a job. I'm not doing myself justice.
In desperation I've applied for jobs outside of teaching - admin on half the salary I would get on m6 + ups - but I can't get any interviews because, presumably, they look at my CV and see 'teacher' and assume I can't do anything else.
I don't mind supply teaching itself but there's no pension/holiday/sick pay and the daily rate is terrible. The job itself isn't as bad as you might assume but it's still a lot of job for not much money.
Wtf do I do?
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Bugger. I think I've reached the end of the line.
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UsedUpAndWornOut · 25/02/2019 15:38
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