We had to have our big, gentle, kind dog put to sleep today. He was only 8 years old but a giant breed and had suddenly got so poorly.
DH is so upset, he was DH's first dog and we had him from a puppy.
The kitchen seems so big and empty now without his presence.
I feel so awful for not giving him more attention these last few years. I have been utterly shit to him. We have 3 children under 5 and I have not given him the time and his whinging (when they were also crying) used to make me lose my mind and I would shout at him :(
It is only recently as they have got older I feel I have tried to reconnect with him. Don't get me wrong I still walked him with the children and DH did too, He had daily walks (at least 2) but he was so gentle I did not give him the time he should have got as I was so bloody tired. He never barked, got cranky, just accepted and stayed part of our Family.
I tried to say sorry to him yesterday when he was sat with us clearly so unwell. Too little too late for me to be saying it then.
So sorry big guy. We were honoured to have had you in our house. So sorry for not putting up with your whinging better and for shouting at you sometimes. I hope you are now at peace and remember all the fun and lovely long walks and holidays we did have :( x
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I miss our big lanky dog and feel so guilty.
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CheshireDing · 08/09/2016 01:06
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