My 10 year old staffie boy Buster died suddenly at home while we were on holiday last week. My 21 year old niece was dog sitting for me and he just went the first night we were gone - we've had him since he was a pup and the boys were babies - he hadn't even been ill, and still acted just like a puppy. :(
It wasn't too bad while we were on holiday, just seemed like a bad dream, but I've been in absolute pieces since I got home, the house feels so empty and i just feel devastated.
I picked up his ashes from the vets today and just went to bits in the waiting room, felt so silly. The boys (10 and 12) are completely gutted, it was so unexpected, and I just can't stop crying.
Don't really know why I'm posting this here, just wanted to hear from fellow dog lovers and hopefully someone can reassure me that it does get easier. I feel so guilty that I wasn't there for him when he went and keep thinking that he was on his own when he went and had no one there for him. Am really sorry if this upsets anyone, I just hoped that someone might have some words of wisdom for me to help me get through this. I can't imagine ever having another boy like Buster :(
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I picked up my Buster's ashes today...sad, sorry
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becklet · 24/08/2011 22:36
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