well I've survived a whole year without my precious puppy. I really didn't think I'd get through the day without lots of tears. I've not spoke to anyone about it being a year since his untimely death as I wouldn't be able to hold back the tears.
I panicked when I remembered the date this morning as I thought I'd be clock watching all day and replaying that dreadful day. As it happened, I was too busy and hardly noticed the time. It was only around 4pm that I remembered again which was the time we broke the news to DC and broke their little hearts. They seem 100% fine now. They still talk about him sometimes but only have happy memories and never mention the day he died. It's still stuck in my head and really upsets me but now we've passed the 1st anniversary, I am hoping to start forgetting the pain.
I have spent this evening playing with teddy and enjoying having him. Not long till he turns 1 now, I do love him more and more each day. He is definitely my little baby now. When I went out earlier and left him at home with dh, he watched me drive off through the kitchen window. He looked so sad that I dared go out without him!
Time to dry the tears now (making my head hurt!) and give teds a cuddle
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kid · 27/05/2011 23:37
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