Hi!
First time I've posted on here, really not sure what to do so thought it was worth trying for advice!
I have been with my partner for coming up to 2.5 years, he has two sons who are 4 and 6. The crazy thing is I get on great with them, I have been really lucky with how they have accepted me and made me feel welcome. I didn't meet them until we had been together for about 10 months and then we eased into it. Me and my partner don't live together but I spend most of the week at his. He has them 2/3 times a week. Last year we took them away for a few days in the summer and all had a great time - it made me feel even closer to them and I was upset once the holiday was over. I met the ex last year and so far touch wood she hasn't caused any problems either, so you would think it would all be fine!
However at the beginning of last year we went through a hard month or so as my partner was finding it hard to juggle work, the children and me. Over time that just sort of sorted itself out, even though I really didn't think we'd get through it. In the last couple of weeks he has been stressed with work again and last night I started the conversation, said I was finding it hard, work seems to take over and sometimes if feels like he doesn't care if I'm there or not. He said he has a lot on his mind with the boys. I said I hate the word baggage and I don't see them as baggage at all but I really feel he has a lot of emotional baggage - they split up coming up to 3.5 years ago but he misses them so much and hates that they don't live with him. I completely understand it must be so hard but it makes me feel like he'll never be able to properly move on from it. I know I want to be with him & the boys long term I really do, but I hate how it makes me feel knowing deep down he can't properly be happy because of that situation. This morning he said I was right he has got emotional baggage but that he knows we'll be ok. I really try and understand how hard it must be for him but I don't think he sees it from my point of view! Will it get easier?!
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uka888 · 30/01/2017 11:35
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