Giant leap backwards for him... don't know if to be angry or sympathetic...(37 Posts)
I need a bit of a rant and I'm sorry but I think it's going to be long... So as you know, DH decided that the "dating" scenario he had with his DD on a weekly basis was all bollocks after taking her to Paris and her then not wanting to see him at all.
He told her that if she wanted to see him then he would be very happy but that he had to have a family life with my DD and I and couldnt wait around then drop everything at her whim. He has been texting her on a weekly basis telling her what he/ us are up to each week/weekend and letting her know that she is welcome to choose to be a part of it. Sometimes its visiting family, sometimes its sitting in with TV and pizza, sometimes its a trip to the park etc, etc. Not always with my DD and I but it often is. He says he loves her and hopes she's well.
Every week he either gets no response, or a response saying something like "I'm spending time with Mum" or "It's my friend's birthday". He's been really strong and recently said to me that he had realised he had to snap out of his depression about it all and enjoy all the things he does have in his life. He's been really good and things have been getting back on track. Weve started making some family traditions/ routines of our own and the improvement in my DD who had been incredibly down about the whole thing has been noticeable. One of our routines is going for an early dinner and wine oclock at the local pub at 4pm on a Friday as that is when he clocks off. Weve been playing snap/ pairs etc. and then coming home and reading a book together before DD has her bath and bed.
Soooo today I took DD out for soft play and lunch with two of her little friends and I had coffee with the Mum. DH is off work so I felt like I should have arranged something he could be involved in but the Mum wanted to talk about her recent separation so I couldnt really, and I did explain that to him.
He made an appointment that he needed to have with the bank for 1pm and we planned to all be back here to have our Friday dinner routine as normal. Then he text me (after hed got back home from the bank a 20 minutes trip from town on foot I had the car) saying he was going back out in to town because his DD had asked to meet him there. He said hed spend a few hours with her and be back for dinner (dont know what time he was thinking but by this point it was already 2.30pm so def not back for 4pm) he said he had invited DSD out for dinner with us but she didnt want to come. I was immediately furious this sets us back by months! Him jumping as is her whim (she was given all options to see him back on Tuesday and didnt respond) spending alone time with her, PLUS reneging on our plans in favour of seeing DSD. I was getting all angry then he text about half an hour later saying as he was leaving she text to ask him to bring all the clothes that are still at our house. He said he was sad that he was only getting to see her because she had an ulterior motive. Now rather than angry I feel so sad for him. Hes been doing so well and now were right back where we started. I feel disappointed, useless, futile, sad and also a bit angry. I text him and said although I realised it would never be the same as having his own DD - My DD and I were really looking forward to our Friday night dinner and that we love to spend time with him and he is dearly loved. Ive had no response and now DD and I are sat wondering whats happening (well, she seems quite happy watching TV but you know what I mean!) Im furious with DSD!!! Has she no idea how heartbreaking it must have been for him to have to go in to her room and bag up all of her clothes after not seeing her for about 7 weeks then take them to her in town and walk back alone its a fucking joke how cold she is. I actually dont think she has a human heart. Part of me wants to tell him how disappointed I am in his behaviour, the other half wants to hug him and hug him. What should I do?
In fairness to him, he just text saying he's leaving so he'll only be an hour late than usual.
No thank you for the lovely text I sent though
I feel like he tells me stuff then when I offer anything back - be that words of encouragement, an opinion, something loving, a suggestion - I just get stonewalled. I might have to tell him that tonight.
I remember telling DP that - that if he needed unconditional support, I wasn't the person to get it from because I was emotionally invested and too close.
He benefited hugely from counselling
That's a good point about the unconditional support. I find it very difficult because if I suppress my opinions (which I would need to do to support him unconditionally) then the underlying frustration builds and I end up getting stressed and angry. I find that most of the time, he doesn't want my opinion because the truth hurts. However no-one else is close enough to either see what's going on or have the balls to say it straight. Counselling is probably best in that scenario, if what is needed is a supportive ear to listen without judgement.
Without knowing your backstory it sounds like you want to replace his dd with yours. With the new routine you have implemented is there any chance for your dh and his dd to have time together or is it all fitting in with your family plans?
You sound so cold to her I'm not surprised she tries to get her dad alone.
How old is she and what is this dating in Paris thing?
Lunar, I suspect she wants her dp to be there for her and her daughter, the ones who are there for him and treat him with respect.
His dd, on the other hand is treating him and op and dd with no respect whatsoever.
He should be seeing his dd but not bring emotionally blackmailed by her.
Oh sorry red hen, I thought we were talking about a child. I didn't realise that having loving parents was conditional.
Obviously the dd has problems and her behaviour is difficult but I didn't realise that should mean she gets no time with her dad. I imagined her parents would help her through this difficult stage not that set dad should abandon her till she toes the line of his new family.
But don't loving parents teach right from wrong? If you're a parent do you ever say no to your child / children when you know it's for their own good?
Yes she may be struggling and having a difficult time but what she needs is consistency and boundaries. No child actually wants a parent they can't respect. Every week her dad has text her and offered her his time. Sounds like a loving parent to me.
lunar if one parent actively undermines the efforts of the other, where does that leave everyone? Is the undermined parent to blame?
Wow lucky girl, a text every week, is that really the standard we hold dads to!
Which parent is being undermined, am on my phone so may have missed something
lunar The OPs DP is being actively undermined by his DDs mum - huge backstory that the OP has alluded to in her post.
He texts every week asking to see her, she refuses.
i did say id not read the back story, i read threads from active topics. I remember being a second class step child full of hormones though, i remember wishing i was dead rather than living my life. no matter what the politics between the parents, a text to say what the new family are doing once a week is shit parenting.
As someone who has read the back story, this particular child has in no way been treated as a 2nd class anything
lunar, I appreciate that you want to post on the content of this one post alone, but actually, given the past events in this case, you're way off base.
madeline, maybe it isn't a step backwards, though. If anything, it might be a good illustration to him of how necessary the changes you have all been making really are.
Lunar, she's invited to spend time with her dad and step mum. She chooses not to. I'm sure op and her partner invite her to do things she would enjoy and some things she might not.
There are some awful step parents out there and some pretty useless parents but if you read the post, this man is trying to include his daughter as part of his life. Isn't that what any parent should do? I include my child in my life which sometimes means he has fun times, sometimes he has boring times. Isn't that normal? This girl is obviously suffering and having a hard time and the way to deal with it is not to pander to her demands but to continue to welcome her but to show her their are boundaries.
The only difference is in a step family, the kids get to opt out (and sometimes the parents opt out too) if both parents aren't parenting from the same page.
I think it's the phrasing in this thread that I find upsetting, 'invited to spend time with dad and step mum' she is his daughter, she is entitled to spend time with her dad, she shouldn't need an invitation.
He should arrange to see her just the two of them, if she turns it down then fair enough but she should have the chance to make plans with her dad herself
Lunar you don't think an NRP should invite their child to spend time with them? And what if the child never visits voluntarily? NRP should just give up? That seems to be what you're suggesting, that the father was wrong to invite her over?
thanks all. I'm sorry - I can understand that without the backstory it's hard to cast judgement fairly but when I need support, I kind of need it instantly and this has been going on for so long I struggle to include every detail.
I had hoped that eluding to the backstory, and giving the detail that I had, women wouldn't jump on here desperate to berate me, but rather offer support.
The one-text-a-week "parenting" is a result of DSD refusing all attempts at actual parenting (backed by her mother) since December last year. Despite DSD staying with us 4 nights out of 7 for four years quite happily, she decided that her Mum was a better option after much emotion blackmail and "alienation" of her Dad. There is nothing else he can do and so despite complete rejection he keeps to a weekly text which breaks his heart because despite it being easier to give up altogether, the professional advice is to keep in contact, without being overbearing or demanding and asking DSD to be (in her mind) "disloyal" to her mother.
Anyway, moving away from "justifying myself" (if a everyone could assume for a moment that a fellow woman isn't a complete inept, unfeeling, child hating, man stealing whore, but a normal human looking for a way to keep everyone whom they love happy without compromising their own sanity) the update is:
He came home at about 5.30 feeling really sad. I tried to talk to him sensibly but burst out in tears sniffling and blubbing something about how I couldnt bear to think of him alone putting all her clothes in to bags and dropping them off with her in town etc. he just kind of shrugged and said he didnt really care about that but was more concerned that when he asked if she was sure she didnt want to join us for dinner she said she had to get home to help Mum care for baby brother as her fiancé was out for the night. Mum doesnt like to be alone with baby because he is so demanding
This does show that despite the school telling Mum that DSD shouldnt be alone on the train after dark and if there is a childcare issue (there isnt) that they would make arrangements for her to wait at school until an adult could collect her because of her previous exclusion due to bad behaviour on the train home after dark (7.30pm) - she is still clearly getting a train regularly after dark. DH left her at the train station at 5.10pm with a 20 minute train ride and 20 minute walk ahead of her (she refused a lift).
We went to the pub for dinner and played snap etc, had a lovely time and he seemed in good spirits. DD was on good form. She is such a wonderful child. I understand that people will think that I am seeing only good in DD, and bad in DSD but remember DD is the child of a broken home also, yet manages to behave in a compassionate way toward her fellow human.
Who knows what will happen next. I did tell him that it feels like weve gone backwards by months in terms of DSD being asked if she wants to join in with his life then rejecting all invites and giving him an alternative (i.e. no, meet me in town instead, alone, and bring my clothes) and he seemed like the thought hadnt even crossed his mind. I feel like I want to just give up. I have to explain everything to him. Oh to be so unaware I would LOVE to have a mind like that.
Meanwhile, Im getting texts from my DDs SM who has found some kind of book called all about me that DD has filled in at their house with various gems that SM is sharing with me and were having a good giggle about it. I am so grateful that she is in DDs life when I am not there and so sad that DSDs Mum could never feel that way about me.
lunar What if the DC is not given the chance to see her NRP due to the action of the RP?
What if the RP tells the DC that she is only permitted to see her Dad if he fulfils specific demands that in no way benefit the DC?
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