went and visited Graces School last night. (Ellie is going to go for half a day to start with, hopefully in the future this will build up to more)
When we got shown the class rooms, I didn't once think how much Grace would love it all, instead I looked around thinking (oh Ellie will trash that,Ellie will throw those, tip those out, she wont sit round that table for long" etc
I should have been happily looking around my Daughters School and instead there was still and tinge of sadness to it.
I stood there with my eyes filling up in the classroom as they both should have been starting together in matching uniforms in September (twins), and there not. I pictured them both sitting there together and me taking them together each day.
I also now feel guilty as I came away and realised I hadn't even thought about Grace (she will LOVE it!!!) and it is her that is going full time.
It just seems that everything we do there is also something I get sad about
I am dreading their first day, I am sure I'll be crying putting their different uniforms on, then I have to drop Grace off on her own and then take Ellie to her School whilst being calm and collected!!
Oh well, it's not till September!! But just wanted to get it off my chest to people who understand and won't tell me I'm being daft (hope not anyway!!!!!)
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anniebear · 23/06/2005 20:05
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