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We have a 5 year old daughter with quadriplegic cerebral palsy, epilepsy, GDD, and is certified blind. She is beautiful and joyous but she is full on, intense and can be really hard work. She doesn't engage with screens in any form, she can't entertain herself or be left alone. Weekends are really hard as she misses school, and she needs someone with her one to one which is quite draining and means there is no down time. It feels like we are never a 'normal' family and our older 7 year old daughter misses out on a lot. There's no cinema or cosy times chilling in pyjamas like I see on FB, which I know she would love! We have to do the things we have to do, around the accessibility that is available for her sister. Our older daughter is incredible, loving and patient with her sister and misses out on a lot, I feel, but uncomplainingly. She's not having the childhood she would have had, and she doesn't seem to mind right now but I do and the guilt for me is strong. But before I get into too much of a pity party...
We've finally been assigned a social worker (a lot of things seem to kick in when they turn 5...) and he mentioned respite. My DH was very resistant but I think it is important not just for us as a couple (we haven't had a night out in 7 years) but also for DD1. He has asked us to think about what we ideally would want and I honestly have no idea about what is acceptable to request. He said that they could provide carers to come to our house or they can fund us and we employ them. What do other people do? How do you use the respite service? We don't want her to have to go anywhere overnight, we want her here, but we don't know how it works. Do carers need a bed? I feel so stupid because I don't know these answers. We've just been surviving up til now and this is our normal. It's hard to imagine getting time for ourselves or to spend with DD1.
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UsedBySomebodyAlready · 09/11/2018 22:11
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