DS1 ABA tutors is off sick this morning and for some reason this has made me panic. My mind is running at a million miles per hour thinking that we have failed him because
- We didn't start PECS soon enough
- We didn't apply for a SA.
- We haven't chosen a school for him yet.
- Infact, we don't even know which borough we are going to move to.
- we are struggling to engage with him apart from on his own terms.
- His tutors are ill, so not he most reliable at the moment. so I need to look for new tutors and because we are moving, I cannot decide whether to waste our energies on finding one here or wait until we move.
so this morning I have been in manic rush and emailed everybody under the sun for help and advice. I know we need to deal with them all but my head is spinning and I can't think straight. I am trying to write it all down on a screen and see what I need to deal with first and assign priorities. In the meantime, feel free to come and tell me to get a grip and part with any useful advice for me to make sense of it all.