I'm sat here in a state of severe sleep deprivation, with tears streaming down my face and wondering when I will feel like the old me again? My DS is now 6 months old and I love him with all my heart. In the day he the happiest little boy but he has never slept more than 2 hours in a row at night and it's starting to seriously take it's toll on me. My DH is in a high stress job and so can't really take over the night shifts although on weekends he does take DS away in the morning so I can get a little extra sleep. DS is now on three solid meals a day, as well as breast feeding, so I know it's not hunger as he eats a lot. I'm also finding that it's taking me increasingly longer to actually get to sleep and if my DH takes him off me in the day I can rarely sleep for longer than two hours - its like my internal clock is set at that time now. I'm struggling to do the most simplest of tasks and I'm due to go back to work in a couple of months. I truly don't know how I'm going to do it and I feel completely panicked when I think about it:-( DS also seems to have a constant rotation of colds (which he also gives to me) and teething. I guess I could cope better if I could see an end to it. Everyone tells me it'll get better but I just don't think I can do another 6 months like this, especially if I'm back to work too. I've tried everything from co sleeping to putting him in a separate room but it's always the same outcome - he is up every two hours at the most and when he wakes, it takes me an hour to get back off to sleep. I cosleep with now as getting up and down was terrible but I'm always aware that he is next to me and he always wakes me when he is trying to latch on. I feel like a very think fog surrounds me and I'm no longer the happy, go-lucky girl I once was. Everyone says what a great mum I am as he is so happy but I just feel ill most of the time. When he wakes in the morning he always gives me a big smile and I love him so much but everyday is getting harder and harder. I just wish I knew when it was going to get better so I could work towards an end point but it just seems never ending. I saw a post on here with a woman who was still waking every two hours and her DS was 19 months old!!! Shoot me now if that is to be my fate....
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cracker82 · 11/05/2013 14:59
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