I can recommend the Swoon Release - battery operated (but that is good for me plugging into my laptop or wall socket to recharge is not exactly discreet in a family household). It is quite powerful and has a good clit massaging end that can also probe inside if that is your thing. Size is just right and the slightly bulbous end has a nice effect with an in-out action of shallow penetration. Like you I don't like rabbits - but I do like 2 separate vibes at the same time - try the Swoon Release purring gently inside and a bullet on your clit - this gets me to a mega climax. I got my Swoon from Boots - next to the condoms and lubes.