I slept with my xh.
We have separated. His choice.
I came onto him, then him to me. We slept together.
All is feel is annoyance at myself for being such an idiot.
I think I have such low self esteem that I feel almost special he would want to sleep with me. (Why wouldn't he, it's on tap)
The only thing it has done has made me go, right, that's it. I'm not doing this anymore. I'm making myself move on. I'm going to make my life better.
But what an idiot I am.
And then I'm obsessing over whether I could get pregnant (we used protection)
Help (and be kind to me! I know I am stupid)
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imanidiot · 08/06/2009 21:04
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