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I'm new to Mumsnet and I would appreciate some outsider advice.
When I met and married my husband 6 1/2 years ago I was overweight. When I got pregnant I was overweight and when I gave birth to his daughter I was overweight and now husband is commenting on how I look and my weight every day.
Last night we were getting ready to go to the Supermarket. I don't drive and the supermarket isn't in walking distance and as I was waiting for him to put his shoes on I was putting our daughter into her car seat. I mentioned that tomorrow is voting day and that I might have my driving lesson at 7pm and get my instructor to drop me at the polling station and I will walk home so then in the same breath I said I want walk home and could he pick me up. The only reason being is the area around the polling station is dark and dreary and there are always loads of teenagers hanging around. He said that he wouldn't pick me up and he will make me walk as I could do with the exercise. He himself is massively overweight. He has a huge beer gut and when I point out that he is overweight as well he says that he has never denied that but I can't understand how an overweight person can bully another overweight person.
He comments all the time that I have never matched my underwear and that I should buy matching bra and panties (with what money!). I bought myself some new Britney Spears perfume for my birthday as I get a discount from my employer and I thought he would like it and then he turned around and asked why I smelled like bubblegum. I said it was my new perfume and he said it was horrible and that I should have smelled it before I bought it and I said I did!
He gets angry at me when I am too tired for sex and the other week he brushed me off saying he was too tired for sex and the next day it occurred to me that he was punishing me for all of the times I said no to him and he denied it but had this little smirk on his face.
Lately he has been in a foul mood and is spending more time at work. He ignores my emails and when I call him he is rude and arrogant and his colleagues know me. God knows what they must think.
I am crying all the time and he doesn't care.
I don't understand why suddenly he has turned on me. The other night I poured myself a glass of wine and he said that the wine had loads of calories and I was turning into a drunk. That was the first drink I had had in two weeks. I am frightened to get anything from the kitchen. He watches me as I use condiments on my food. I can see him staring at me and if I make a chip butty with my tea he glares at me. He says I can only have a teaspoon of tomato sauce with my tea. I tell him to P off but he just carries on. I am learning to drive at the moment and I thinking of quitting because I have been doing it for two months now and I am not enjoying it and I know I won't pass the theory test or the practical test so I feel I may as well save my cash and not bother.
He spends all of his spare time on the internet and when I ask him to spend some time with me he says he will and then he tinkers around with something so I end up going to bed.
He is a great dad but like any mum who is home all day I do want a break so when he comes home I ask him to watch the baby whilst I do something else for 5 minutes and I can hear him tell her that I don't want her anymore!
What do you think?
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charlotte1978 · 04/06/2009 11:09
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