I need serious help to get out of this dark place that I am in. DP and I split 8 months ago, last 5 months have kept in touch by text and have seen each other twice. I still love him and my heart is breaking as after seeing each other at the weekend I realised that we cant go on like this, but I feel like I am dying inside and I just want to go to sleep and not wake up as I dont want to think about him any more. I just keep crying, feel so sick I want all this pain to go away, I want to move on. I am having such horrid dark thoughts. Please help me, how do i move on. I am scared I am going to do something stupid.
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