I have been a full-time 'at home' Mum for over 10 years, having given up a lucrative job in IT, with full agreement from hubby [sorry haven't looked up acronyms list yet]. Why is it then that I now have three 'lively' sons, two of whom have problems making friends because of 'weird' behaviour [been labelled as ADHD/autistic/aspbergers over the years], the eldest is reluctant to do homework, the middle one 'forgets' his homework regularly and they seem to have no social skills, and despite years of telling them to hold their knife and fork properly and actually use them, still prefer fingers. They also argue with me over the most trivial things, like whether to use the lid or the top of the bottle to swill mouthwash, whether to wear the winter coat or the cagoule, etc etc.
I also have a very critical hubby who accused me this morning of always allowing the boys to go to school in dirty sweatshirts [I can't help it if youngest spills toothpaste on his only clean one after breakfast] and of not disciplining them enough [I fight with them all the way to school to get them to walk sensibly] or consistently [always telling them off, day after day, for the same things]. The 2 older ones find school a struggle and that's my fault too, despite me being the only one who does homework / bedtime routine, including reading bedtime stories / cook meals that they won't eat [too healthy]. He's never there at breakfast nor at dinner, as he is currently working from 8 'til at least 8pm and has been since June, weekends included! When he is here he's asleep in front of the telly [even when he's not working so hard] and his contribution is usually to shout 'go to bed' when he gets fed up. He won't even eat what I cook, preferring to go out for a take-away rather than to heat up a pie and some frozen peas.
Is this sounding like a rant? Well, that's cos it is. I'm so fed up of being demotivated, criticised and blamed for everything and I feel like I'm a complete failure. On top of that, I read an article in the Sundays that described 2 mother's solution to ADHD, which was [wait for it..] to give up work!! So I'm at home for them before/after school and they are still hyper...hmmm.
Friends tell me the solution is to go back to work, but then I'd be criticised for not doing housework / being too tired, so I can't win.
Any tips on how to survive this?
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ftm42 · 30/09/2008 16:20
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