Dh moved out last Saturday, have seen him everyday except Wednesday when he has come to see dd. Am still is shock, I think, as it's only just over 2 weeks since he told me he'd had affair, felt he had to leave. In that time we've had to tell everyone including dd (not about the affair.) Even though marriage has been awful for years - and I think he is an alcoholic- see last post about alcolholism and separation, I still feel so sad, so much turmoil. Have been ill variuos things ever since his bombshell, can't sleep more than four hours despite sleeping pills from GP, shaking with anxiety as I write this having stepped inot the breach for a friend, when teenage babysitter forgot. As well as my dd I have her two dds and ds here- in fact I am in her house with them all. Which is good in one way as the computerDH bought for me just beofre he left with the other one is so slow and does not connect half the time. I could rant on like this for ever- would just like some relief from all this misery. the night he moved out I woke up and manically sorted out all my bits and pieces. Have now lost wedding, engagement rings and 40th birthday necklace which I think I saw in the middle of that night - seems like a dreadful symbol of what has happened. Have already done all the practical stuff like seeing solicitor and no real worries re £ which I know makes me very lucky compared to some. But by this time of day I just want to lie down and cry. And I can't becasue dd is here and soon we will go back to the house and dh will come round. I will not be able to read replies until tomorrow as I have no computer until get to sister's house. Will be good to know mumsnetters are out there hopefully posting replies.
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potqueen · 21/01/2005 17:59
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