Hi,really need some advice from someone on my situation.Will try and keep it short and straight to the point.
I have 2 children 3 and 1 and a half and my DH holds down a job.I have been on anti depressants til recently and am going through therapy also seeing a health visitor.My DH drinking has always been a issue in our13 year relationship but never violent just embarassing and mental touture when he has had a few drinks he can be really nasty and hurtful.Since having the childdren although he is a great dad and helps around the house he is a social drinker and goes to the pub straight from work most evenings and on weekends off sometimes finds an excuse to go to the shop and then sometimes returns 3-4 hours later drunk.
I am having a hard time at the moment with stress with the children,suffering from agrophobia which i am having therapy for and passed issues of bereavement of my parents years ago and my brother last year which have all been brought out since i had children of my own.
I feel trapped and don't know who to turn to.
I have sisters and a niece i confide in but they don't know the whole story about DH drinking as i don't want them to see him in a different light.
His family live away and although since having their first grandchildren i am a bit closer to my MIL i feel i should'nt involve her.
Just before christmas though things came to a head and he came home really drunk puting me down as a mother and making fun of my agrophobia and taking anti depressants he threatened to take the children from me and put me in a mental hospital.
I panicked and rang his mothrers number and was really distressed which worried her.He saw what i was doing and put the phone down she rang back result he had an agruement with herand they did'nt speak for a few days.
I felt really awful about this and phoned to apoligise to her only to get my FIL who put the phone down on me and said nothing.
Anyway DH rang back apoligised and spook to them both all was well.Except i asked him why his dad put the phone down on me,but he said they did'nt discuss it.
Sorry for ranting but DH came in this evening 9pm hgis phone was turned off kids are in bed and he could'nt stand just flaked out on the sofa,no explaination nothing.Me i just burst into tears and thought what do i do this can't go on.
I know he will be all apoligetic tomorrow and will expect me to forget it but this happens weekly and i can't do it anymore.
What do i do?
I have hined to the health visitor about this but notthe full story as i am scared because of the children.I knoew that i and my children are not on danager and he ever shouts at them but i am worried what they will think.
His parents my last hope as they know he likes a drink as he comes from a socialable background of drinking dinner parties etc and to them is probably normal.i thought talkingto his mum they would help me but it turned againest me and i suspose i was seen as a mad woman over reacting.
Helpplease what do i do.
am scared for my childrens future i don't want them growing up with this and there mother being a nervous wreck,i feel so alone.
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maria1966 · 12/01/2005 21:45
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