Bit of the back story without writing something to rival war and peace...
My mother has 3 children, 3 step children (although husband, their father now deceased) and several grandchildren and step grandchildren aged between 7 and mid 20s.
She has gradually cut people off or driven people (her children, step children, grandchildren, siblings) away over the last 15 or so years to the point where I was the only family member that had any contact with her.
She's an alcoholic and our relationship has become increasingly strained over the last decade or so as her drinking has increased and ability to function normally has decreased, but I stuck by her. Things were getting very difficult around the time of my wedding and I gave her the ultimatum that she either came sober and stayed sober, or doesn't come at all. To her credit, she did this and it meant so much. I collected my dog from her when we returned from our honeymoon and she was sober again. I really thought things had changed.
Fast forward less than 2 weeks and there was an incident that pushed me over the edge and I cut my ties with her. I went to her house, collected a few possessions that I had there and left her a letter.
I was honest in the letter (something I've never been able to do, I had a very emotionless upbringing). I told her how things in my life had affected me, including my upbringing and her drinking. I told her that I loved her (something that she has never told me) and that I wanted her in my life but I couldn't carry the burden of her alcoholism any longer. I told her that my husband and I were planning on starting a family and I wanted her to be involved in the lives of any children that we have, but as she was and sober, not how she is now. There were no ultimatums given, I was careful of that. I've left the ball totally in her court and made it clear that when she can admit she has a problem, I will support her to ends of the earth in any way I can.
This was in November. I sent her flowers at Christmas, sent her a birthday card and a mother's Day card - she's still my mum, I'm not bitter, I won't be uncivil towards her. In return, I've had nothing. No thank you, no birthday text/card/Facebook post in return.
(I know she's alive as she's still active on Facebook)
It's now April, it's been 5 months and I'm pregnant. We're having a private scan at 8 weeks next weekend and assuming all is ok, will be telling family then. I obviously want to tell her, I don't want her to hear it from someone else/see a mention on Facebook etc.
How do I do it? I feel like I need to know she's received it.
Do I send something in the post? Recorded if necessary?
Do I and a text of the scan photo?
Any suggestions?
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How do I tell my mother that I'm pregnant?
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AnotherOriginalUsername · 20/04/2018 21:06
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