Not sure weather this should be in relationships or mental health but here goes. Years and years ago I was with someone who broke my spirit. We were never together as such, I was more his sex toy who he was only nice to when he wanted something. Fast forward a few Years, I'm married with a child and for the majority I am happy. I have seen heartbreaker twice in two years. The first time he told me he was sorry, loved me, tried to kiss me. The second he called me a crazy bitch and wished he never met me (he was on coke I think). I know I should laugh it off, what a prick right? But when I'm alone I can't stop thinking about him. I dread being alone because of this. If I'm feeling worse about myself I think about him more. It makes me into somebody I loath but I can't help it! I don't even want him, I want my Oh. Can anyone explain this to me? Or better yet, how to stop it. I've been to therapy, pills but nothing seems to work. I'm awaiting CBT. I just want him to leave my head :(
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