20 years, 2 DDs, married, house, cars blah blah. He works away Mon-Fri, paid well for this, I work part time, paid crap but hours suit.
Without drip feeding, DH has history of messaging, sexting, meet up sites etc. We split briefly in 2015 but I felt the time was wrong, DDs only young and didn't cope well.
Fast forward two years and we are in a crap place. Growing resentment on both sides, he clearly resents my working part time and him apparently 'paying for everything' (I pay the mortgage), me resenting zero child free time apart from working, doesn't feel as if we have a relationship, stuck in the house every evening etc.
Yesterday evening we were out with friends (with children) and got onto the subject of him working away. He was asked if he minded to which he replied no and gave no 'cons' to doing it. This made me upset, and, unlike me, I became a bit tearful and went off to the loos. The night continued and we went home early as he looked fuming. Once home he asked why I had ruined the night 'putting the waterworks on'.
This morning he says he's fed up of my ungratefulness, we have a holiday booked for 8 weeks and he has said to cancel it and he will move out.
So after my rather long post, my reason for posting - this isn't me being an ungrateful bitch is it? I'm not missing something am I ? I feel like this person appears every Friday but is becoming more and more distant, so surely I should grab the carrot being dangled and go for it ?
Apologies if rambling, my head is a bit of a mess.
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MidlifeZzzzz · 25/06/2017 10:24
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