Basically I met this guy in July and we dated for about 5 months before we made it official. 6 weeks before we got together he got out of a 6 year relationship that ended mutually. He hates talking about her and gets defensive when I ask about their relationship. I had been single for about a year and a half before I met him. I was the one that was dragging out the dating before we made it official because I was nervous of being in a relationship again and also nervous that I was a rebound for him.
Recently when I am not with him I feel like I am still thinking like a single person. I want to talk to previous people I have slept with and I feel like I am acting like a single person when he's not there. I am so happy when we are together and I enjoy spending time with him. I feel like these feelings come in waves and I don't know what to do.
I know if I mention anything to him he will freak out as he doesn't understand. I just want advice on what to do please