So in relationships I guess we have our own boundaries and deal breakers..
We'll porn is one.. I feel it ruins intimacy and being 7 months pregnant I don't exactly feel great anyway..
We are supposed to be getting married next year.. We already have a son nearly 1..
So last night I found dirt on his phone again.. He knows how much this upsets me he admitted before he has only watched it when he has been in (bad states)..
Anyway after confronting him about it this morning even though I didn't want to as I knew it would lead to what's happened..
Ended up in a row, he's packed and gone to his mums.. Texting now saying you watch etc.. Blah blah I've blocked him anyway..
But before he left I was in the bathroom he kicked the door in anger and broke the lock..
After being stuck in there for 5 mins he broke the lock, spat at me and left...
Feel I've done nothing wrong and he wonders why I've got so insecure and don't feel attractive at all.. Basically I'm just sick of this , he's very abusive with his mouth and I'm just not happy ..
But how gutted do I feel with one baby from him and another due in May..
I don't know what I'm supposed to do, I also live away from my family so help and support in that sense is rare..
Am I wrong to not want to marry him with his behaviour like this.. I already feel gutted as All I do is look after the baby and him and all I wanted was to give him a family, nice home etc..
I'm only 25 but feel so gutted as I've literally gave him my whole life...
Feeling super shit...
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Help.. Feel like I have to get rid...porn/lies/anger
gosh123 · 28/01/2017 12:21
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