I'm suffering from post-Christmas blues. I'm having a 'my-job-is-rubbish/the-house-is-a-mess/can't-be-bothered-with-January' self-pitying mini crisis, resulting in me constantly feeling a bit teary. I want to snap out of it, but the best I can manage is about 20mins at a time when I'm doing something else and forget about it.
The trouble is, my teariness was triggered by a self-depreciating hour or so of self-reflection after a silly argument with DP whilst he took himself off to calm down. We tend to have big blow ups like this about once every six months, usually triggered by something silly - we're quite good at dealing with actually important stuff!
All is forgiven, but not forgotten (as it usually would be) because DP thinks I'm 'still upset'. I've tried to explain that yes it was a trigger but it is not what I'm feeling down about, but he feels terrible that he's made me miserable (which he hasn't) and I feel worse because he feels bad about it...
How can I make him understand that I just feel a bit down and I can't be happy all the time. I'm prone to random hormonal crying (usually once a month!) but I don't often feel down like this and tearful for days, so that makes it harder (last time I remember was about three years ago and before we were living together!). I am fairly confident it will just pass as I adjust to the new year but how do I communicate this?
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Coralfish · 04/01/2017 12:31
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