I have had a shitty night with no sleep and I have a sore back and I might ramble.
I love my bf completely and utterly. He is without any shadow of a doubt my other half. The other half of me.
I have had a couple of spectacularly shitty relationships and I can't get the idea out of my head that I don't deserve him and that it's all going to come crashing down.
This is completely me and my issue - it's nothing to do with him. He is NEVER anything but 100% supportive totally loving and has never even looked at anyone else or given me any sign anythingis likely to be wrong since we have been together.
I am almost 50 and he is almost 60.
He adores me. Tells me so every day. I adore him and tell him so. But I feel like it's too good so it has to be going to go wrong.
What can I do? I've had counselling in the past but this seems too minor.
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Ausernotanumber · 18/10/2016 08:05
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