I am 26& I am suffering with crippling loneliness. I hardly ever go out and I have only have a couple of friends I see every now and then.
As a child I was bullied and called ugly every day, people told me I was a minger and I should sort my frizzy hair out. After school things got better and boys started to like me , I was popular. I met an attractive boy , I thought 'maybe I am not ugly'.
I seem to either be unlikeable /have bad luck /make bad choices. I am close friends with someone for a while , then I have to end the friendship. For example one friend kept doing things that put me off after knowing her for years, like smoking in her child's face /wet the bed in a hotel room I paid for /insulted my looks and acne. Another failed to support me when I was assaulted at work (we worked together ). She also kept letting me down last min on nights out and insulting me in front of others .Other people at work were surprised. I was such a good friend to her and supported her every move . After I ended it , she got her friend to text me abuse .
I try my best with people, but it gets thrown in my face. I seem to attract men of the same ilk. My last ex was a drug abuser , I helped him get clean he ditched me and is happier with someone 100x prettier than me.
I am scared to put myself out there again , would counselling help me ?
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Highandlow · 03/07/2016 18:14
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